I broke into a million pieces and could never go back.
These last few years of my life have been quite a healing journey for me and an endless quest trying to find myself, to stop hiding and listen what my real voice behind the masks sounds like…
I am now starting to see the beauty in the broken glass, and my scars that I wasn’t able to see before. I have been also trying to accept me as I am, with my darkness, finding a harmony within myself.
This is why K-pop Demon Hunters touched my soul so deeply. Rumi’s, Zoey’s, Mira’s and Jinu’s stories resonate deeply with my life story. I immediately saw myself in those characters. Because I have also fought with demons, my inner demons, my whole existence. And for so long I let them and Gwima win the battle and let them drag me to the darkness and shameful underworld. I let those voices hijack my head and believed when they said “you are too much and somehow never good enough. You are unworthy and incapable of anything”. But no more.
This movie was Raw representation of what being neurodiverse and undiagnosed has been all my life. I also have scars and patterns translated into quirky weird personality traits and behaviors I have always been asked to hide in order to be “accepted” and “loved”.
But seeing the Huntrix girls fighting against the demons, somehow awakened something in me too. And made me realize that I cannot be hiding anymore, that I can be shining like I was born to be.
So this movie reminded me I should let the light shine over my jagged edges, I shouldn’t cover up all the colors inside my head anymore because that way I will find my own way, and get to be the queen I was meant to be.
This is what this fanart illustration is about. About breaking into a million pieces, and never going back. But accepting that my own scars and patterns deserve to be touched by the light and I shouldn’t hide them anymore. This fanart piece is also part of my healing process, and how my inner darkness has met the light as well.
*Side note: if you’d like to have a digital drawing / collage / artistic creation you cherish so much printed into a canvas like this so you can hang it on your wall, please DM me on instagram at @eryfalco or email me at hello@eryfalco.com.mx so I can customize your canvas as you wish.
The canvas texture enhances the image's natural look and feel, creating a truly immersive art experience: Canvas Material: Responsibly sourced FSC-certified wood stretcher bars, cotton-polyester blend (300-350gsm, 350-400 microns). Thickness: Slim (2cm) and Thick (4cm) options. Available Sizes: 26 sizes in inches (US & Canada) and cms (rest of the world). Hanging Kit: Included, varies by country.
No minimum orders, printed and shipped on demand.
Don’t forget to use the code FREESHIPPING to avoid getting charged for shipping (this applies to all worldwide shipping).
For every sale of this item, I donate 10% of the revenue to non-profits that help neurodiverse people like me.
Thank you for your support!
I broke into a million pieces and could never go back.
These last few years of my life have been quite a healing journey for me and an endless quest trying to find myself, to stop hiding and listen what my real voice behind the masks sounds like…
I am now starting to see the beauty in the broken glass, and my scars that I wasn’t able to see before. I have been also trying to accept me as I am, with my darkness, finding a harmony within myself.
This is why K-pop Demon Hunters touched my soul so deeply. Rumi’s, Zoey’s, Mira’s and Jinu’s stories resonate deeply with my life story. I immediately saw myself in those characters. Because I have also fought with demons, my inner demons, my whole existence. And for so long I let them and Gwima win the battle and let them drag me to the darkness and shameful underworld. I let those voices hijack my head and believed when they said “you are too much and somehow never good enough. You are unworthy and incapable of anything”. But no more.
This movie was Raw representation of what being neurodiverse and undiagnosed has been all my life. I also have scars and patterns translated into quirky weird personality traits and behaviors I have always been asked to hide in order to be “accepted” and “loved”.
But seeing the Huntrix girls fighting against the demons, somehow awakened something in me too. And made me realize that I cannot be hiding anymore, that I can be shining like I was born to be.
So this movie reminded me I should let the light shine over my jagged edges, I shouldn’t cover up all the colors inside my head anymore because that way I will find my own way, and get to be the queen I was meant to be.
This is what this fanart illustration is about. About breaking into a million pieces, and never going back. But accepting that my own scars and patterns deserve to be touched by the light and I shouldn’t hide them anymore. This fanart piece is also part of my healing process, and how my inner darkness has met the light as well.
*Side note: if you’d like to have a digital drawing / collage / artistic creation you cherish so much printed into a canvas like this so you can hang it on your wall, please DM me on instagram at @eryfalco or email me at hello@eryfalco.com.mx so I can customize your canvas as you wish.
The canvas texture enhances the image's natural look and feel, creating a truly immersive art experience: Canvas Material: Responsibly sourced FSC-certified wood stretcher bars, cotton-polyester blend (300-350gsm, 350-400 microns). Thickness: Slim (2cm) and Thick (4cm) options. Available Sizes: 26 sizes in inches (US & Canada) and cms (rest of the world). Hanging Kit: Included, varies by country.
No minimum orders, printed and shipped on demand.
Don’t forget to use the code FREESHIPPING to avoid getting charged for shipping (this applies to all worldwide shipping).
For every sale of this item, I donate 10% of the revenue to non-profits that help neurodiverse people like me.
Thank you for your support!
